why do they have to do this? like im not just ur little toy u can do whatever u want to. I have boundaries too. so annoying. I loved (a) so much and your stupid little minds had to resort to doing that?? am I not allowed to experience happiness if its not with you guys? why do I always end up hurting everyone I meet. I don't mean to , it just always happens someway and somehow. its not fair. I feel so guilty! its my fault they did that to you. im sorry, (a.) im just too scared to get them out my life, especially now that you hate me. I understand why you hate me now, imso soso sorry. ive made so many mistakes in my life its not even funny anymore. i don't want to (leave) but my mind says otherwise, its all just too much every single day. I don't benefit from getting out of bed anymore. I keep telling myself its gonna get better, but that's proven to be false. all the joy ive ever had has left, and on top of that I keep having these episodes. one of the few things I do to relieve the pain now is by you know what! . song is chocolate and mint by duster<3 love duster. oc is my truesona, dusty im sorry for being so edgy guys helpme generic depressed furry vent scratch team don't take this down this is the only way I can vent I don't have a phone anymore or anything, its not like there's little 8 year olds on my page anyways,,, I lovee you scratch teammmm puppy eyes emoji
