I’m seriously so done with this. Why can’t I be pretty like her??? Why am I stuck with this body??? I hate my body so much, I want to scratch my own face off. I hate my laziness so much. I can’t get anything done on time, and everyone’s mad at me for that. I hate remembering. I hate being desperate for attention yet always pushing it away whenever someone actually cares. I’m so done with my life. I hate my shyness and I hate what he did to me. I hate being treated like this, and yet I just can’t fight back or speak up about it, because I will always be seen as the bad guy or over dramatic if I do any of those.
