the first time I heard this song was from the oneslur sad story meme how old were you when you figured out that this actually wasn't a love song and was about an insane man who kept his wife prisoner in his house and never allowed her to leave title — christmas kids artist — roar album — i can't handle change released — 2010 Ronnette, my dear, don't ever disappear Do what you want as long as you stay here I need you now, I love you so much, more than you could know The Christmas kids were nothing but a gift And love is a tower where all of us can live You'll change your name or change your mind And leave this ###### up place behind But I'll know, I'll know I'll know, I'll know I'll know, I'll know I'll know, I'll know Appearing unsightly with devils inside me If you ever try to leave me, I'll find you, Ronnie If you ever try to leave me, I'll find you, Ronnie If you ever try to leave me, I'll find you, Ronnie If you ever try to leave me, I'll find you, Ronnie I'm leaving, Phil, I'm leaving now I'm going to escape, but you won't know how Or where to find me when I'm gone I'll drink myself to death inside this prison cell This prison cell So get me out of here Get me out of here Get me out of here Get me out of here You'll change your name or change your mind And leave this ###### up place behind But I'll know, I'll know I'll know, I'll know I'll know, I'll know I'll know, I'll know