★ i close my eyes, and see nothing but shadows there within my quiet mind i sink to the cold ocean floor, away from all the pain and sorrow it suffocates me, like tears held back from within should i drown or swim? i try to rise up, i try to fight the voices but is it worth it? the sun waits above a pinprick of golden hope I reach out for it it slips through my grasp i'm the ghost of the girl i wanted to be an empty well gives pieces of it's heart away. there's none left for it maybe that's why i stay beneath the waves, drifting. i can't help myself i need someone, take my hand, pull me up or not save me or leave me ★
{ TW: themes of depression }
