I saw the message on the phone. A text message that broke my heart and never returned it. The green light that now haunts me with thoughts of where we went wrong. Why? What did I do that made you let go? What did I do that made you forget? Why? I can't bear to let you go. My heart still holds you tight and dear. My mind still keeps you safe. My love for you is still too much. Why? I was planning for things that will never happen. I now dream of things that will never happen. I now think of things that will never happen. Why? My mind is pacing. My heart is reeling. It feels like a dream, more of a nightmare. A nightmare that won't stop. A nightmare that won't let me wake up from. I still loved you. I still cared for you. I now miss you. The green keeping me awake. The only word in my mind. Why?
This poem is from personal experiences. I wrote this to numb the "pain" of the break up and I really like it. I hope you enjoy!
