ok so I've been terrified to post this but like I've already done my comeback on other sites even though scratch was at the top of my list so yk I've been procrastinating aha ! I don't want this to be a repetitive thing since I have done it the last time I was on here- but it feels kind of awkward saying that because I'm doing it again anyways-? er anywho enough of that because this isn't what the project is about now is it. so uh about me because that's the title . . I'm still liv (sort of.) , I just use other names like tilly , tillz , para , hyxteria , or wtv nicknames my friends make up for me that you can use for me as well. I now use they/he pronouns ^^. yes , I still present "femmine" and enjoy both masc and fem terms used on me (dude , girl , man , ma'am , sir , and whatnot) but I prefer when people are speaking about me that one would use "they" instead of she or the "he" also listed there mainly. I don't have a real label on my "gender" , I'm just neither male or female or any other thing personally. Idk how else to explain that because it gets confusing really fast when I talk more about it so just uhh.. it's my gender identity not yours- I'll figure it fully out sometime , somehow ig?? (that sounds corny shutuap) dni / things to know (I think? or is it byi or smth like that) obvious dni list (homophobia , r@cisim , pr0shipping , etc. just saying this because I can't block freely. wadafart scratch) but also certain footsaken (forsaken) fans / players can pack their things and leave. I don't really like some of you guys sorry I have a tendency to stop replying whenever I feel like the conversation will get awkward if I keep responding to it. I don't know why just don't take it personal or to heart !! (+ you don't have to respond to me just as much as I don't have to if I bother you or spam too much- just tell me so I know what I'm doing wrong and don't do it again) I don't like using mean humor unless it's with someone I know and is ok with using it so uh there's that. I'm not beefing with my friends trust as if I'm popular enough to have people do this but it still happened once with an ex-friend of mine so uh. please don't "yumeship" or selfship with any of my ocs when I start posting with them again . . especially the minors (minors as in under the age of 18. so yes, 15-17 too even if you're younger. also I want to clarify that I don't have an issue with yumeshippers or yumeshipping. It just personally makes me uncomfortable if it's with my characters.) ok so fandoms (or like stuff I enjoy) because people list those in about me or bmf stuff uhh fair warning it's a lot of stuff made for bratty little snot nosed children so this is kinda embarrassing-ish. also holy abbreviations because I'm not typing allat. (but I'll like explain what they mean if they aren't recognizable) so uh I like mlp, eah, svtfoe, mh, tdi, fnaf (yes, still. it's not gonna go away), paswg, creepypasta (no I cannot abbreviate this yk why), crk, SU, kpmm, ninah, and I really reallyyyy like mouthwashing :heart-eyes: (swansea ignorers / haters also dni lalalala (yes ik ignorers is not a real word)) there's more I'm probably forgetting I'll add them later but uh! yeah! don't forget to smile guiys! /ref ok hopping off for today I uh might respond to stuff if I feel like it
uhh yes I made the thumb who else would (it's really old though so uhm I'll change it later with updated artstyle hablublublu (july 2025 might just be my worse artstyle phase oat guys)) and uhhh hi I left again (sorry) I’ll be quick and not very deep into why because I already have a bad history with oversharing on this website- the venting on main went crazy yo. so very bluntly I wasn’t online much* due to depressive issues and not doing very good health-wise because of it. just saying it was a really bad episode without going too much into personal details. I also just felt like I needed a break anyway because I felt like I was falling out of love with or uh getting too old for scratch and roleplaying. I ended up figuring out I much prefer to write and draw personally for myself unless I feel like sharing on the internet, but I understand there are better ways to to take a mental (or wtv you want to call it) break to figure stuff out without just up and leaving without telling or speaking to anyone for months or years at a time. yes , I know I’ve had a problem with doing that to multiple people on different platforms- I’m trying to work on it I promise. (* before I was still logging in to “check in” a bit. I did see your messages, just didn’t reply to them. again, I’m sorry) another note here no I didn't forget about sunkiwa or my own rp. again, I like to keep my writing stuff private until it fits my standards for posting and that comes wayyy later. I'm really insecure about change I uh hate it actually and I don't wanna post something I'm unhappy with now and regret it later, having to scrap everything and restart because I have a little voice telling me whatever I do has to be perfect if it's not just going to be viewed by my eyes only- another reason why I didn't post this when I 'wanted' to. if a banana is orange... then tomato must be jazz. . trust.
