— Silent — Credits to @codicegattino for the characters I do like this song, Lavandertail is singing this UvU Don’t ask why I made it half Russian too, I got infected by Sigma Boi. DON’T BLAME MEH, I’M RUSSIAN ! (I’m Ukrainian too :D) (Verse 1) It’s all coming back to me I feel the grief crawling through me I hated you but now I feel stabbed I feel broken I wish I could've cared for you more What was going on my head I’m sorry I never felt any pity for you I could’ve came when I felt like it too I fall asleep and wake up hating myself all over again (Pre-Chorus) Sorry I didn’t snap up easily I was blind and that was my calamity. I was scared of accepting you New cats i don’t have a clue I feel bad and it pains me everyday (Chorus) Why do you always have to make me feel the pain Of bearing the ways that I used to be Everyone’s treating me like heck It’s like I’m just blank I’m scared of seeing you again I know you’ll hate me Hahaha ! (Verse 2) I fought bravely I took one’s life But little did I know it was for you I feel the worst Like a barrel I would have to carry For the rest of my life and beyond Это как огненная стена (Pre-Chorus) I hate my face I wish it could just fade away I don’t care if the dark forests take me in I engulf in my soul The darker skies and beyond I’ve learned a lesson But set me free From the pain I never will need (Chorus) I don’t know anything anymore. Я больше ничего не знаю Why did it have to cut my mind I had to change I knew I had to go If I die like a flame, I hope it’s slow I deserve the pain To know what you’ve been through and blamed. (Bridge) Это моя вина все это время Это действительно не круто Ненавижу, что это было так Да, я ни кому не буду нужен Я знаю, что полечу в раю Подойди и посмотри на меня! Гори в огне, надеюсь, ты меня никогда не увидишь. Я любил тебя и никогда не любил тебя достаточно... Но я тоже буду скучать по тебе (Final-Chorus) Hahah ! I think I’m going insane ! I can’t feel my body or my shame Why couldn’t I carry myself away Why can’t I cry in the river I drowned you in ? None of this is okay ! I’m a terrible mother who should be blamed ! I don’t need help ! I don’t need anything But silence (Outro) And I wish to be silent again To shut up and never talk anyway I’m cruel and dark No one will miss me But I know I’ll miss you baby
