Vida beens wanting to say that she wanna break up with leo because her parents found out that shes dating him and like they would not mind vida dating someone but he is under the age her parents want her to date and like she found a guy which is lucas and like is school she can't stop saying that she does not want to break up with leo but then that lucas comes into her life and it makes her even more scared to tell leo and shes doing horrible things to her self because of this and she also has no idea how to stop this and all and like ik Leo is mad at her and I get it but at the same time her childhood was raised like her dad cheated on her mom and her ex cheated on her thats so she is kinda taking those steps even tho she hates it she cares about leo and now with Lucas shes confused and she does not want to hurt leo but its too late and she did want to tell leo what she is doing because she does not want u to care and now she is trying to k!|| herself to end the pain because she knows that she does not belong on this earth
his was me typing in a way to sound like it is not me and I might leave scratch and also I am tired of life all it does is hurt and I keep hurting others who does not seserve this treat ment
