I’ve been doing really bad mentally lately. Whenever there’s a small inconvenience, I feel like screaming. I get bullied physically and verbally all the time. I cry a lot. Why do I keep making mistakes? Why do I always say the wrong thing? Why do I always mess up? Why does no one understand me? Why am I so scared? Why does everyone hate me? Why can’t everything just be sweet and fun again? Just like the old times? Why am I writing this? What’s the point? It’ll just be taken down. No one will listen to me. Everything used to be fun and nice. People used to like me. Times have changed. For the worse. The world is at war. I’m not safe. Not anymore. I’M NOT FINE PLEASE HELP ME
I never wanted a life like this. I never asked for anything like this.
