Before this endless and pointless nothing, follow me on my other social! ( space hey: thegreatnothern ) I think I’m going to try to be active on here again though! Maybe on a different account for a fresh start! Also I'm really into 30s big band music now, hence the music lmaoo. Honestly, I think all of the people I used to be friends with here are inactive, so no one will ever see this, but either way!! I’ve been missing my days of scratch, despite the fact I was NOT as super cool as I am now, I was definitely…creative with all my characters and lore and all of that…albeit super cringe. Anyway, I’ve been scrolling through the old projects I made, all the old roleplays, stories, drawings, animated memes, and mostly all the old friends that I had. I miss those days often, I think about how big an impact the people who I don’t talk to anymore had on my life. I remember putting off schoolwork and lowkey failing 6th grade because I was so focused on scratch. I started scratch when I was far younger, which is crazy to think about. My birthday is in less than a month…jeez. My main focus is now getting a job and not failing history class, when it used to be trying my best to get a fandom for my characters and stories. I’m now more interested in movies and cinematography than I am in art or animation, but I remember how passionate I was for drawing, and how much I put myself down about my lack of talent for it. I came on this site recently, just for old times sake, to see a comment from someone who used to be a very close friend of mine, and to see that some of the people who meant so much to be are still active here. It’s insane, for maybe two years, three even, these people were my only friends, and the projects I did with them were my life. I truly miss that a lot. Scratch was and forever will be a piece of me. The three hundred something people that followed me were my world, the friends I had on here for a brief time were my entire life, the characters and worlds I made were my existence, my essence. We are what we create, and we live through the things that we dream. We are and always and forever will be people who bring things that we can only fathom, only imagine, to paper, to screens, to cameras, and to every other artistic medium. Sometimes I miss scratch, I miss my friends, I miss being 11. But this website is a moment in time for me, forever frozen in a strange point in my life, and I can visit it often, which makes me feel a little less longing. But life is good now, great even. Time passes every day and things change for the better, but I need want for nothing!
