I’ve been really unhappy lately… I’m tired of pretending to be what I’m not… I’ve been doing s3lf h4rm again and my mind has gone into a darker place… to the point where I’m thinking of ending myself. Now it’s to the point where I think I’m about to attempt… I feel so numb, the only way I can actually feel something is by s3lf h4rm… idk anymore… I feel like a mess right now…
