i thought when i grew up i’d feel so free but all i feel is lost inside of me the world says "grow up" like it’s all so clear but i’m still stuck with all my fear i wish i could go back to those days when life felt easier in so many ways but im still stuck in yesterday i wanted to be brave to stand up tall but all i do is trip and fall i thought i’d have it all figured out but now i’m just left with wishing well full of doubt the sun has gone dark the lightening has struck all that’s left are broken hearts now i’m told i need to change but nothing feels right it feels so strange ‘cause im still stuck in yesterday i’m told i should be strong not cry but i still feel like a kid inside the world wants more but i’m not enough growing up just feels so tough i thought by now i’d understand what it means to be grown to take a stand but i still don’t know who i am and it’s harder than i ever planned sometimes i wonder will i ever know how to face the world and let it go? i want to live my life normally i just want to be okay but i’m still stuck in yesterday
written by me time: sixteen minutes !!! i would rlly appreciate people not adding my projects to studios that are not related to writing or to other studios without my consent, thanks! <3
