My story :))))

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I’m using a made up name for my given name because all the names I use irl are gonna stay personal. TW: bv11¥!ng, h0m0ph0b!@, tr@n$ph0b!@, Super Slide Emma-Age 0-9-Cis female-She/Her I was a really happy kid at that time (before bv11¥!ng started). I really liked Harry Potter (that was before I discovered JK Rowling’s tr@n$ph0bi@). I felt crushes on a girl but then I had a crush on a guy but I didn’t know if they were crushes or not. I also didn’t feel like a girl but i didn’t feel like a boy either. I felt like something was wrong with me but I didn’t tell anybody and kept only the joy on the outside. Emma-Age 9 1/2-3rd grade-Questioning-She/Her I was starting to feel very broken because some people were calling gay bad and acting h0m0ph0b!c. I was dealing with internalized h0m0ph0b!@ and tr@n$ph0b!@ and I was like that because the kids at my school (who I looked up to because I was the youngest in my class 4 years in a row) were h0m0ph0b!c. I felt like an outcast. Emma-Age almost 10-4th grade-Bi-She/Her I discovered what bi was and I felt like I put the first piece of the puzzle together. One of my “friends” discovered my crush(?) on one of the boys. He told my crush and I felt betrayed by him for that. (You will see what he does later). I also stopped liking Harry Potter because of JK Rowling’s tr@n$ph0b!@. Emma-Age 10 1/2-Bi nonbinary-4th grade-She/They Someone new joined our class. They are nonbinary. I didn’t know what that was, so when I got home I looked it up. I felt like the puzzle was fully pieced together! I was teased for my forehead and my “twig arms”. I thought nothing of it and lived my life. I had also discovered my autism diagnosis at this time. Emma-10 3/4-11 3/4-Bi nonbinary-5th grade-She/They I came out to my class because I thought I got better kids (when it comes to LGBTQ+). I also told them about my autism diagnosis. I made the worst decision of my life. People started bullying me, not just for my body, but for who I am. I started thinking of committing Super Slide. I also stopped being friends with most of the kids. At the end of that year, I had one friend only because unlike most people, he supported me. (His name is JD) Started hiding in a hoodie because I wanted to be invisible. Em-Age 11 3/4-Pan demigirl-6th grade-She/They I thought I was demigirl because some idiot said that nonbinarys aren’t nonbinary because they use gendered pronouns. I believed them like an idiot and I also thought I was pan because I crushed on people based on the personality. Me and JD also switched schools. Became best friends with Fern. () Em-Age almost 12-pan nonbinary-Grade 6-They/She I started to like the pronouns more than she. I also started getting happier :) (I actually have more than 1 friendo yayayayay) Em-Age early 12-bi nonbinary-Grade 6-they/them I don’t like she her at all anymore. I also got a pride pin for my birthday :D Em-Age 12-Pangender poly-Grade 6-any I was questioning my gender a lot because I didn’t feel any gender, so why not just be all? I also started posting a lot on scratch at this time. K-Age 12-Pan and agender-Grade 6-They/Them I identify as agender now :))) (starting to get lazy with writing) also became really close with two people named Lunar (), and . Update: Lunar’s account is now Seven-Age 12-Pan and agender-Grade 6-They/It/He Starting to really like It/Its and He/Him. My hair is starting to get longer and me no likey >:( Me from the future :0-Age ?-Identity?-Grade ?-Pronouns? I don’t know what I will identify as in the future, but I know what I look like on the inside (I look like that on the inside).