Went to a convention yesterday I was wearing a mask (as a cosplay) When i took it off A bunch of ppl told me i was really pretty and i didnt need to do a cosplay that hide my face. That made me really happy. I've always been insecure about my looks (since i was a kid) and I thought i was a bit ugly and that was why i didnt have many friends. But you cant escape your looks (especially when ur 15 and cant do surgery) and i felt like i would be ugly and friendless for ever. I know they were a bunch of geeks (like me) but, in way, they made me realise that i was pretty. I mean, im not GORGEOUS but hey, im not the ugly monster i thought I was. Im gonna wear less foundation now. I still have some problems but hey- its okay! Im gonna be a better person soon! Im gonna have better grades! I will finish my animation projects! And its okay if i dont have a bf or a gf, there isnt many boys in my high school and gay girls anyway.
