I don't know what to do... my friend who helped me so much wont talk to me... and its just me. he just seems annoyed when i try to talk to him. I HATE MYSELF. I CANT FOCUS NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I ALWAYS FAIL AND NO ONE LIKES ME. IM A BAD PERSON. MY MENTAL HEALTH WAS IMPROVING. BUT ITS GETTING WORSE AGAIN AND IM SO SCEARD ALL THE TIME AND IM DUMB AND I ALWAYS FAIL BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY I CAN NEVER FINISH OR FOCUS AND I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME.
