|| voice memos 20 || hello! i haven't done this in a REALLY long time (not since 'the chameleon'!), but tonight i am sharing an original song with all of you guys! where i live, at the time i'm sharing this, it is about 10:30pm. i started writing this song at about 7:45 today and finished at about 10! recently, i've been saving lots of my new original songs for new albums and major projects and stuff, but this one i thought was important to share now, specifically because i wanted to thank everyone who left an incredibly nice comment on my life update project, those were some of the nicest comments i have ever gotten in my life! thank you all! i need to stress that this is a voice memo from late at night, so i know i didn't hit most of the low notes and some of the high notes lol, so please forgive me, but also let me know if you would ever like to hear a fully produced version of this song, with harmonies and good vocals and more instruments and stuff, cause i already have a few cool ideas!!! ----- all written, sung, and performed by me <33 press 1 to hear it sped up and 2 to hear it slowed down! lyrics: i would look ahead if the window hadn’t fogged but just because it’s winter doesnt mean you cant see at all oh you never hear of losers who don’t get back up again cause it doesn’t make a story if you’ve never neared the end it feels like people watch and stare and pity from afar really they’ve forgotten, they don’t dwell on all ^your scars there’s something to be said for only standing to ^the side stepping back to realize i cant change it if i tried so i’ll take my time letting go of my heavy heart sprinkle all the pieces in places that got me from the start spring’s around the corner my dreams about to thaw the day will break, i’ll undertake the beginning of the rest of it all the time has come for healing, no more “mature beyond your years” of course, there lots to swallow, lots of facing lots of fears i know that i am good enough, i don’t to have to endure anything that isn’t wasting time or wanting more so i’ll take my time letting go of my heavy heart sprinkle all the pieces in places that got me from the start spring’s around the corner my dreams about to thaw the day will break, i’ll undertake the beginning of the rest of it all the ice is melting, grass is green days are filled with brevity i’ve never had such hope before the fall thought i was stuck there six feet down but you were there to pull me out the last time i’m afraid to risk it all the beginning of the rest of it all yesterday’s behind me, all my tears have now run dry and like a dear old dragonfly i’ll leave and see the sky i won’t erase the past cause its a part of who i am but you’ll never catch me putting myself in those shoes again so i’ll take my time letting go of my heavy heart sprinkle all the pieces in places that got me from the start spring’s around the corner my dreams about to thaw the day will break, i’ll undertake the beginning of the rest of it all
