As the stars light up the dark dark sky All I see is my life. my dreadful life. I enjoy thinking about it, despite the painful sting I feel I fell down somewhere, it all went wrong somewhere. but the stinging pain is what I wanna feel. am I crazy for wanting to feel a bit of pain? it is also a reminder that all things that hurt are temporary and we can be stronger. if you are like me, a person with past of pain it will be able to heal. no matter what cost of damage is left even if you are going to die, it is alright