I realized in my last life, that I hate the light So I keep running, and running I'm trying to hide (oh-oh-oh) From everything that's inside This heart that I've tried To erase and wash away all the shaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame! Homunculus - Trickle Scared to death of what's within There's bleeding kind of beating, deep beneath the skin Feel the rattle, ravage, all my sin Hear it scream behind my chest again No alchemy can give me what I wish I could be So, I'll try a different body! Just a dash of this and that A touch of blood and add some mud My wishes, fears, and painful tears I wonder when I'll have enough No form of love can give me what I wish I could be I pray just change me!! I'm broken, torn and tattered I'll never be full again I'll close my eyes and shatter My heart, rebuild from the start Dis-gus-ting! Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Realized in my last life, that I hate the light So I keep running, and running I'm trying to hide (oh-oh-oh) From everything that's inside This heart that I've tried To erase and wash away all the shaaaaame To erase and wash away all the shaaaaaaaame Stuck in the mud in my mind, if I clean up, I swear that I'd shine I am confined to what is inside Eating away at the thoughts that I'm trying to hide And I'm sick of all this, wondering if I even deserve to live I think it's best I rip these feelings out with the rest of it The breath of life was my demise I'm cursed until the day I die Perhaps a better set of eyes Will blind me from this sin of mine I've been forsaken, I'm breaking, can't take it again So take from me my mind and let me be I'm lower than the dirt, a worth-less ho-mun-cu-lus Sick of this! Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Realized in my last life, that I hate the light So I keep running, and running I'm trying to hide (oh-oh-oh) From everything that's inside This heart that I've tried To erase and wash away all the shaaaaame To erase and wash away all the shaaaaaaaame! Toil all day, 'til this rotten clay Water and blood just aren't enough To fill my heart up Over and over, I try to reshape Crying in shame as I take the pain out Maybe that can change me That can save me... I'm broken, torn and tattered I'll never be full again I'll close my eyes and shatter My heart, rebuild from the start Dis-gust-ing! Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Realized in my last life, that I hate the light So I keep running, and running I'm trying to hide (oh-oh-oh) So maybe in my next life I'll finally find Find a way to wash away all the shaaaaame To erase and wash away all the shaaaaaaaame!!! Homonculus - Trickle