so hi, as you know I kinda died for a couple of years, but I'm kinda back, yup. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ! WARNING ! the following is a partial vent, I am not going to go into detail and I don't think its that bad but idk, if you're sensitive to that stuff you should skip to the "tldr" part, kk :D -keep in mind I am doing better now so it's okay- -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- recently I have not really been making ocs or making oc lore, this is very unusual for me considering how much of my life so far I have spent imagining oc's and stories for them. I belive this comes from the recent trouble I have had with building myself, I have come to realize everything I have based myself on has been a lie, I made up everything to appease others. And the worst part is, well I hate this person that I have become. Now, I am not in any danger, so do not worry. I believe I have built a version of me in my head that is the actual "Me" I kinda started by asking simple questions like "What is actually your favorite color" or "Which animal do you really like the most" and building from there. My main problem now if I most definitely need a therapist and need to show this new actual me, but I am simply too scared to do so. But now that that problem is mostly sorted I want to make oc's again, and I don't know where to start.... I see all these other people with cool ocs and fun lore, but I am finding this one easy task to be quite difficult, so if you have any tips for making ocs that would be amazing :D --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- tldr: I am fine, I have worked out my problems but I am now finding it hard to create OC's, so if yall have any suggestions on how to start that would be amazing! :3
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