I feel like I'm slowly fading away and being forgotten here on scratch...Idk what to do...
I've tried to get help for my anxiety and depression but NOTHING HELPS!...More help will only result in me braking apart completely...No one or nothing can help me...I'm sad inside and I have to keep being happy for my friends and family but I can't be happy all the time...It's torment for me...And my torment only intensify more if I tell some one about it...And the Purgatory is my torment...People expect me to be "nice" and "respectful" but I can't if people are mean to me...
