i'm leaving scratch okay so let me break this all down in parts... #1: school my grades are fine, i'm not failing classes, but i could be doing better. i mean like i need to start studying more and paying more attention and asking more questions and taking more notes and all that. #2: popularity there's SO MUCH pressure to be a huge aes scratcher that it kinda removes the fun of it. like if you're not really big with over 1k fllws it feels like you don't really matter, yk? and then you see all those big scratchers and are just put down because there's no excitement out of it #3: mental health i have HORRIBLE mental health rn. i haven't been diagnosed with anything, but i'm just dealing with a lot emotionally and mentally. i don't want to go into detail but like i think i need to spend more time helping myself get better. like seriously, i'm really messed up rn but yeah that's all my reasons. maybe there's more and i just can't think of them. to all my friends, @heessoul @roseiyo @miyuene @cg1rl @kurostars @purceliange @hwnios ilyaSMMM and you guys made me feel so wanted. i'm sorry for not talking to you guys more, and i really will miss you. idk maybe i won't leave for good, maybe i'll make a dramatic comeback one day on some new account, maybe i'll just stick to making sets for now. but besides all that... bye. -charlie
