— Burden to Carry — { CW : mentions of wanting to die, mentions of death, trust issues } If anyone uses this please credit @-Woodfeather- Magic Woods & Glacier(glaze) - @codicegattino (Verse 1) Thousands of snowflakes around me Dancing until i can’t breath In peace, I lay still Awaiting my silent voice. I left my clan, for my sister Poisoning cats across my path No longer I shall stand beneath IceClan My power stays when I ran Sun is spreading through my body I can feel the cats calling to me (Pre-Chorus) Thinking it would be over Looking at the bright sun Open up the door and wide A smile awaits to unbind A partner in crime i can take Revenge will be ours and it will be wild ! (Chorus) Glaciers break and frozen tears Fall upon my face Closed upon my dread I will no longer linger I will be the toughest cat i ever was ! Fighting for my life and i hold my soul I can fall off my knees and into the cliff i go Where I can’t go no more I’m trapped (Verse 2) I’m scared, I’m helpless, I’m worried, what if I’m not good anymore ? What is my purpose anymore ? I can’t get my head together Why can’t I cry alone in my mind ? I’m lost in my only world What can I do anymore ? (Pre-Chorus) I feel like I’m worthless What burden do I have to bear anymore ? I just want to be alone, I just want to cry alone Why do you have to watch me be this way Why am I always your little toy (Chorus) I’m the cat everyone is kind to But once I show my true self, everyone is frightened I know everywhere I look Running away from my sister I feel like I’m nothing What am I supposed to do anymore ? Can I just sit there and watch everything unravel ? I’m worried I can’t fulfill my purpose What am I to this world ? (Bridge) Don’t waste your time I’m coming day and night Poison all around my veins Controlling all the cats even though I’m underaged Bite my soul and my heart I’ll die sooner No one will miss me anymore No one will care for me anymore Why can’t I die, i’m so scared, what can I do ? This looks strange, i can’t place it in my brain Make me feel alive Make me die (Final-Chorus) What am I to you ? Can I really trust you ? Am I going too far ? What will everyone think of me? My sister is waiting for me I’m not afraid, i’m brave Twist my heart with a spoon It’ll hurt more What is my purpose ?
