I have put a fake smile on my face for all my friends on here who care, they always think i'm in a bright, joyful mood!!! WELL I'M NOT! I GET TREATED LIKE CRAP ALL THE TIME ANYWHERE I GO!! Other people think my life is perfect when it's not, it's the opposite! you have the perfect life! i have been treated so badly i have put a scar on my hand! i may act mean sometimes and i'm sorry for that! i may act like i have no heart or no soul but that's what depression gave to me! i have had depression for a little bit over a year now, I feel that people don't care anymore and treat others like crap and taking their anger out on others, that's because they may have something going on at their home... TREAT OTHERS RIGHT!! i have people come up to me and just say the most random thing like "You look ugly" or "go die in a hole", "go die" things like that.. My whole life i always feel insecure about what i wear or if i look good or not, because i'm in middle school and i thought it was going to be different with nice/kind people all around me! NO!!! THERE EVEN WORSE! THEY SHOVE ME INTO WALLS! THEY CALL ME NAMES I HATE!! i have never had a normal life without being bullied... i thought by sharing this i could express my feelings but theirs always this person on Scratch who makes that dumb, mean, comment and it makes me break down... SOME THINGS HURT WHEN YOU SAY IT! THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK!! you may think your bigger than others when your not! I hope somebody will be nice and speak up, i hope someday bullying will stop, that way i, and others, won't have to go through pain anymore! i have ADHD so that is a big part in why i have been bullied. i have health issues too so i get asked about that and then they spread rumors, so i have not shared that info since now... I'm smiling on the outside but Breaking down on the inside..
