Man, in my whole life, so many people have lied to me, and I saw it as a way that they didn't want to share things with me. I was okay with that, but then I realized it was because they didn't trust me or care about me. I shouldn't have pushed myself so far by verbally and physically beating myself up, I should've just enjoyed life while I could've. Now everything falling apart. If you're reading this, know I love you. Take care of yourself, 'cause if I die young, I hope I go to heaven, 'cause I've already been through hell...
I think I'll lose my mind in hysteria. Palm Tree Panic and something else.
