hes genuinely a jerk and im so upset with myself for walking right into all this. he's disrespected me for the last time and im done trying to stand up for him. he should know better, heck, hes older than me too! how is this so hard to process?
it's not your fault and i dont blame you for running back to him no matter how much he hurt you the first time. im just so glad u were able to push through and get where you are today. stay strong lux <3 from future you
