I need scratcher status so a proj … !!!! and what a better project than a note for xav the great!??!?? OOOK uhmm ive always said ts i never know how to start a note so like … heh .. im gonna be random nya itch ni san . ! FIRST OF ALLL I LOOOOVE YOU SOSOSO MUCHHHHHHH ❤️❤️❤️❤️ all hearts for you in ts very world ,/3 ( ok exclude one for mina eshgham and one for bunnymi and one for my other friends … ig ! but the rest are for you ). Im whatever you wnat me to be ! whether its whoever that xavier guy is … or even if its being felix from skz. whatever ! wherever ! whenever ! whyever ( yes i know that word doesnt exist buuut . ) ! ill be that for you. I caaare aloooot about you uhm uhm i say ts to hundreds on a daily basis but of that hundreds i probably only mena it for 3 - 4 people and yr one of those people ;3 idek what id do you if you ever left me ☹️ id most likely end up in the mental assylum 10000%. yr so sweet and fun to talk to LIKE MY MOOD WHEN YR AROUND >>>> yoru that one person i can be ME, yr that one person i can be random and yap about the most stupid boggling nonsense ever while yr like eskander thats ohk ,/3 oh ALSO you never give me one sentence responses and its not that im the one sends messages first … like MOST people do that but you dont and thats another reason why i LOVE you soso much i feel we both give effort into talking and its not just me who wants and waits for you to come online >3< I feel like YOU wanna talk to me too so its not just me bothering you my irls are convinced im wild now because i yap about you SOOS much never yapepd about anyone ts much ( especially not to my no1 bfff irl aaron and dhruvie ) but hey theyve said they like you !!!! thats a good news since they dont fw and didnt fw most people i know and knew. In just a few days of us talking again it feels like i havent been ts on top of the world. It feels like i have purpose because of you ( and islam again ! ) I really wished i wanst a coward before and came to tlak to you ive missed such important bits of yr life saldy i cant even turn back and go to them buuut i promise you i wont make anymore time gaps between us i will always be there unless yr gonna push me awya ofc yr MY antnon ( yes im gay for him so yr anton. !!!!! ) yr MY litchi MY lexus ( yes yr a car vroomm vrooooooooooooom. ) yr MY fav yr MYYY sweet girl yr MY gorgeous yr MY amazingets. I wanst in the best mood when i asked you for yr dc acc but one conversation and i was pulled down back, having my sh cleared out. I stopped stanning skz but guess what im stanning them again allllll because you love it and whatever you love i looooove yr my beloved and because of uu i ilisten to ferrari by james hype everyday when i just wake up and when im going to sleep when im missing uu. ALWAYS. vecause its so you coded ! hyper, sweet, amazing, fun, the best. those elements in the song are lit youuuu oh and guess what been putting jasmine and rose perfume ig my irls are giving me weird looks with ts one … but who cares ! ih and also a swirls are all over my notebooks ,/3 i KEEP asbentmidndedly writing it everywhere even without a pen when im near the counter of my job yk yk im just like swirling a’s this ISNT good for me …. Im going insane. ! help me doc xavier yr my cure ❤️ yr my summer ( i hate winters. ) yr my darkness ( i love dakrness ) yr my cleanrer lens thingies…………….. OHK. yr basically everything and everywhere wherever i look theres a memory of xavier ,/3 ESPEDICLALAY THE STARS AND LITCHIS AND LEXUS. Looking at the stars and night sky with loads of respect and loev rela. I wanna cuddle you SO hard and protect you from these nonsense people bring up ,/3 oh and i have a terrible urge to braid yr hair which i WILL do somehow…!!! I also wanna throw you into the lake and ocik you up again when cna we do that my lady ? also lookie some people are going on and on about how yr me … i mena they arent wrong ! you ARE me i am you ( what am i eeeven saying ) like just as you said our brains are married and i understand you better than you understand yourself vice versa ! us > them and me < you ❤️ ohk thats a wrap im LATE for work why am i even yapping idek buuut time for ferrari ! Canaanan i be honest? I still wnat yr hands up on myyy body you still makaake my heart beat fast, ferrari. GIGGLES TWIRLS. I LOOOOOOOVE YOU XAVIER ( and OLIVE you too ! ) , MORE THAN YOU DO. SO DONT ARGUE MY LADY. – eskander yr dumbo
