sighs TW: mentions of rlly bad mental state and stuff like that basically, since idk how to type vents, this is a rant. no matter how hard i try in school its never enough because I cant keep up with the workload and its too much and i get average grades but i have 99th percentile on nwea for english but noredink dunked my grade and my parents yelled at me for having mostly c's because most the time i dont even wanna get up and go to school but i have to and these assignments make me wanna tear my hair out and HE exams are soon and i just cant with this anymore the only things keeping me sane are my gf and crk and persona 3's moral but even that isnt enough anymore cause now my parents took that too and they called me a f/// up 3 times last night my only solace is speech and debate club and my bday is tomorrow but i cant even celebrate it and my parents are trying to take my friends away too and telling me that theyre the problem even though its the same ppl as last year its not like a couple c's in middle school is gonna ruin my life
