Staring at you You're there but you're not really there listening to your talk but I can't really hear you smiling at your words but what did you say agin? ----- Cause I'm here but not really here people be walking around and i'm talking to my bestie the villain just pulled a move oh wait he did it wrong repeat. ------ floor's creaking with paced steps jumping off the stairs cause I'm on a rock the room's empty but it's not I'm 1 person but I'm actually 3 ----- shouts anger palms lights contorted faces and she be telling me it's all right I love you but she ain't here but I can pretend ----- 2am should be sleeping but the voices are arguing and I gotta pick a side sword's drawn hoofbeats got no time for real sleep ----- you're shouting in my head drama going down pencil on the paper can you please shut up ---- i've got a bunch of friends we be going on adventures and we be stressing out together cause at least we still love each other until it's time to do real life ----- Probably shoulda finished the essay three hours ago but this scene ain't playing right and I'm being attacked by black clothed bandits ----- I'm stressing out again cause Ima fail the exam and I'm also gonna lose the battle ----- Promised I'd stop Promised I'd get back to real life Promised I'd change my real self Promised I'd turn my daydreams into reality I swear I've tried but who said the other 3 me's were ideal ----- love me hate me kill me save me at least you're there ----- and I can't get rid of you ------ you're better than reality but you're not reality and you're tearing me in 2 and I think I prefer one part but everyone else wants the other ----- get outta my head stay in my head get out stay here out stay help- -MADD
poem by me pic from p1n MADD: maladaptive daydreaming
