I'm not one to cry but right now I feel like crumbling and tearing myself apart, for a long time, I just let people into my heart, into my life just to be toyed with yet I don't feel much. For so long I'm just smiled, wishing to be enough for others so they see me as I see them but I've noticed that no matter how hard I try, I'll never be good enough for anyone. So from now on, I'll keep being the cold and heartless person I've been named and not care. I'm not one to vent or show emotions other than a smile, So I'll stop. And just smile, Like I've done all these years of my life ^u^
Thank you everyone for your time!
