Drowning -------------------- She was supposed to be my best friend, Someone I could count on again and again; She was supposed to defend my name, Make my doubts disappear without any shame. And you see that girl who aces every class? She made my mindset shatter like glass. We had some fun times, that may be true; But I could never be the one suited for you. Look over there, to the girl fiddling with the drapes, She was supposed to be my second escape, The person who I could truly rely on, But I messed it up… left to gape. Now look to the boy with talent so much, A boy so quiet you wouldn’t think such. Look to the boy who nobody understands, The boy who stood there and lended a hand. He was supposed to be my new beginning, The one who taught me how to start feeling; The person who opened up all those doors, Leaving me gawking at all the things left to pore. Now what went wrong I don’t really know. Maybe life had other plans so? But my heart that night fractured so much, And now I’m left here deprived of his touch. So many false starts…so many goodbyes. When will it finally be my time to shine? Backhanded jokes…pitiful lies, Maybe I’m not ready for this life of mine. And what of the girl that I’ve let you know? Who’s being buried 10ft under snow? She’s hanging on by a mere tread, And she now thinks she’s better off d3@d…
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