I'm so so so sorry. I feel like I've been ignoring a lot of you guys unintentionally. I keep forgetting to go back and respond to your messages, or I get too many, or I'm just too tired to do it and I end up forgetting the next day. I feel like a bad friend and a bad person, because I don't mean to do it. It just happens. Again, I'm really sorry if I made you feel like I don't want to talk to you, I've just been really swamped lately, combined with the fact I'm having really bad allergies that make me feel really sick. I promise I'll try to do better. I'm really sorry :( I understand if you don't understand, I just needed to write it down because I feel really bad about it.