lacie ˊˎ- ❝ we're all mad here !! ❞ ➸ controls : space / background + click to zoom ➸ status : nft / nfo (5/5) ➸ obtained from : collab ota design (worth : 1200) ➸ tos : n / a - [ b i o ] ✎ name ⤑ lacie pronouns ⤑ she / her age ⤑ sixteen gender ⤑ cis girl orientation ⤑ sapphic species ⤑ humanoid occupation ⤑ n / a world / story ⤑ wonderland playlist ⤑ mad hatter / melanie martinez - [ n o t e s ] ✎ ⤑ backstory ➸ tick, tock. tick, tock. crazy? I was crazy once… long ago before the clocks and the roses and the constant tapping in my ears and in my head, the spinning in my brain and the voices echoing through my mind telling me I’m nothing but a cog in one big clock constantly tick, tick, ticking its way into oblivion. ➸ think. still your mind in one place, hold it down and coax it into submission before it slips away like the cheshire cat fading through the branches of your head. what if alice never truly woke up from wonderland? wonderland was a waking nightmare, its remnants clinging to her skin, a past knitted from shadows which pulled together to form… me. ➸ I’m lacie. alice but not, real but not, a drink me potion swilling and swirling and fizzing through my veins. I’m lacie – alice’s dangerous, coal-haired duplicate, blended with elements of the dark wonderland that she fought so hard to escape from. where alice walked free from the dream, I clawed my way back up the rabbit hole and into the real world, trailing blood and hallucinations and the hatter’s laughter ringing through my ears. ➸ I’m lacie. scared and alone and oh-so broken, in a damaged world that is melded between wonderland and england, rabbits and roses and evil queens filling the grimy london streets, so real and solid that I’m sure they inhabit nowhere but my head. ➸ I don’t know what’s real anymore. I don’t know who I am anymore. ➸ I aged to sixteen with no memories beyond the seven years old alice was when she tumbled headfirst down the rabbit hole, I have been trapped in a halfway realm between the real world and the insanity that pries upon my consciousness like the guests gnawing on the food at the hatter’s tea party. ➸ I’m going to hunt alice down. I’m going to steal her place as a normal girl, a girl who won’t spend days at a time imprisoned in a tea party with the clocks always locked at six, a girl who can glance in a looking glass and not see the glowing eyes of the chesire cat smirking back at her. It isn’t fair that I’m derived of alice’s nonsensical nightmare, isn’t fair that my pain is an opposition to alice’s curious, sunshine nature girt by glowing golden locks, isn’t fair that my world is built out of delusions stacked on top of each other as precariously as a house made of cards. I am alice’s sordid shadow, her reflection in a cracked mirror, as distorted as she was when she ate the wrong side of the caterpillar’s mushroom. I am what she left behind, and I am going to hunt her down for creating me, the product of her nightmare, left to trip and stumble and bleed, my life a series of doors growing smaller and smaller until the chessboard patterned room crushes me entirely and I can’t- ➸ breathe! in, and breathe out. hold on. clutch sanity in a vice grip as the noises around me blur into a maddening, mad crescendo. maybe it really is all a dream. who am I to say? who am I to say anything when- no. my mind is slipping through my fingers, a chesire cat grinning wide as it evaporates, marbles falling from my head and out of my hands and dripping onto the floor as the blood runs in crimson rivulets through my fingers, staining the white roses a deep, shocking scarlet. ➸ tick, tock. tick, tock. crazy? I was crazy once. ⤑ personality ➸ positive traits : strong-willed, kind, courteous ➸ neutral traits : unpredictable, determined, curious ➸ negative traits : insane, unreliable, volatile ➸ detailed description : if you were to meet lacie, the description that might pop into your head is 'not all there'. interests ⤑ ➸ likes : ➸ dislikes : alice, the queen of hearts ➸ hobbies : going for strolls around the streets relations ⤑ ➸ alice / familial, vengeful / creator / ❝ she left me behind in this distorted halfway hell - when I find her... ❞ appearance + accessories ⤑ ➸ extra notes ⤑ ➸ - [ a r t ] ✎ ⤑ 01 . original design/ - [ c r e d i t s ] ✎ code ⤑ design ⤑ art ⤑ listed above desc ⤑ music ⤑ mad hatter / melanie martinez -
