tw: vent+depresso things i hate everything. myself, included. i joined scratch to avoid thoes thoughts of hate, but it made them worse. no offence, but this community sucks. except for some people (notes+credits). being called a tracer and loosing follows hurt. i put time into my art and it seems that nobody cares. living isnt really good. life isnt good. and my scratch addiction is just terrible. once i had a week of just 0 messages. a few days ago, a quite popular artist ( 1500+ flws ) faved my proj, and i took a screenshot of the message, and was going to go on their profile to screenshot their acc and my proj favorited, but it didnt show up. because they un-faved. because everything sucks and im a terrible person and nobody cared about me enough to ask me if i was ok when i want to stop breathing. when my self esteem was so low that i wouldnt care if i woke up from sleeping. heres my other acc because nobody cares: @blinding_ventos or @blinding-ventos why is life like this. i mean it just sucks. life sucks. i suck. everything sucks. i hate myself and i dont know how to say that. i dont know how to get help. the help i need.
so here are people that are getting things from me. @dragon_lover456 : https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1135195468/ and everythng else ig @piccoloo : https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1134874147/ @waffleurrs- : https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1136427216/ : stuff i owe things to: : so sorry for everything. i suck. please take this. you dont need to though.
