I'm Sorry

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Hello all you wonderful people. I'm... really sorry. About this. I have to quit scratch. My parents have been doing their best to make sure I stay on task during school, and they've ruled my relationship with scratch as an addiction. Say it's unsafe for me to be talking to strangers online. And you know what? The world decided to rub it in. A few days ago I had a dream where I got to see you all IRL. A dream where I didn't have to say goodbye. But of course I have to wake up eventually. And when I did, I realized that's all it was. Just a dream. Just a sick joke that life decided to play on me. I'm really struggling. I feel like I have to make an effort to breathe and everything hurts. So here's some thank you's to all of you. To @RedRain__WhiteFlower . Thanks for a lot. Your random China facts were really fun, and roleplaying with Li made me realize a lot of things about myself. I'll miss all the shenanigans between us and I hope you will too. To @teddybearbutons . Wow. Just wow. You really made my experience on Gens worth it. Made going on with Cassie worth it. For a while I really thought I had reached an end with her, but you inspired me to keep going. You gave me something I will not forget. To @SkipperTheSilkwing . Heh. There's a lot of things I wish I could have done, but really I suppose we'll have to leave it to this: Thank you for everything. For making me interested in Gens, for helping me live a life as Cassie, for helping me make The Podcast Swap. For introducing me to TMA. It's been my emotional support podcast through all of this, and I'm eternally grateful. To The Gens Gang. I feel like I should thank you as a whole. All of you were so kind to me, and I loved living out a story with you. I'll miss being able to do that. I'm so sorry I have to leave. Tomorrow I'll be killing off Cassie, so if you are a friend of hers, you should attend. Buttons, you already know Ephe is non-optional <3 One last thing before I go. Remember, nobody says goodbye unless they want to see you again. I really hope I do.