Heavy TW Uhhh uhhhh thing Sh Idk how much longer I can keep going…. I genuinely can’t take it anymore yesterday I thought abt it so badly it hurts so bad … last week I failed to stay happy…. I don’t think my gf loves me everyone keeps saying she dosent care about me or she’s a bad person I don’t wanna believe that and most of my friends have been giving me heavy self esteem issues I just can’t… I just my affirmation from her that she cares that she loves me despite the fact she doesn’t show it… i just want my friends to apologize and tell me they are lying and that this is all some cruel joke to break me and her up….. even then that’s not ok im just drained i just want people to say sorry to just listen to me … I just wanna talk and for them to listen