heyyyy guysss...so um, its been a while since ive been regularly active here. Well over a year. most of you know the reasons, that my aunt and uncle dont want me on here and also im much more active on other social sites that arent centered around coding (I rlly dont care much abt coding I just like the social aspect). However, dont thin I dun miss yall, bc I rlly do (tho a lot of u I talk to outside of scratch). a LOT has happened since I was last active here. For those who didnt already know as it was kinda new when I left, I am a feminine weird gender thing. I dont like the term femboy bc it always carries a negative reputation, adn also im not sure if I wanna be considered a boy (as I was writing this very sentence I just discovered that i think I might be Non Binary like omg I can feel this in my chest rn) but im not sure that I wanna be a girl either. u can call me he she or they idc. Another big thing, both my parents have passed away (the cause of death is unrelated it jsut happened to be within a few months of eachother) so thats been tough. I live with my uncle now as my aunt got tired with dealing with me, so I no longer have my dog or cats. also, Ive been pretty depressed lately, more so than when I got diagnosed last year so uh thats been a thing ig. my grades are bad so my aunt and uncle have been rlly hard on me lately which has made things a lot worse. I have very little motivation which makes doing schoolwork feel like pushing a boulder up a mountain. I also rarely clean my room, make my bed, or brush my teeth. Tho my uncle usually makes me do tha former 2 at least once a weak. In lighter news, I have really gotten into Kamen Rider, Sentai, and GARO (i love Garo sm) as well as Spawn and Invincible. I also have a Fuwafuwa of Ultraman Arc that I love w all my heart and take him everywhere. Sadly even he cannot save me from what has so far been the lowest point in my life. My uncle took my doorknob off this morning so that rlly sucks. Anyways, ive been kinda lonely lately, so if any of yall have anywhere else I can message u, or u already are able to message me, it would mean a lot if u reached out to me
