hi everyone I think i might quit scratch bc my mental health hays been not good for the past while and i have butt loads of school stuff and i though abt kiling myself a little while ago and i keep picking at my skin and pulling on my hair and ripping it out and i like feel too overwhelmed to do anything like i just stay in bed at the weekends and dont feel like I have any energy unless i force myself to actually get out of bed and talk and socialise with my family. And I like just stop doing hobbies sometimes because I’m just so exhausted and emotionally drained all the time. I feel like im just borderline insane at this point rn and i pressure myself with scratch idk and my hyperfocus doesn’t help at all. I might just be talking a really long break or leaving for ever. So Neo says bye-bye for now and xe hope to see u soon
U can remix or advertise or whatever idc but just be nice to everyone u don’t know what they’re going through rn fyi i might not be leaving but im just going away for a smol while to work on myself (again) EDIT 1: did 2 music and drama assessments and some stress has melted away!! i do feel a bit better noww :) EDIT 2: yea its half term and his been for a few days now :3 (i feel better bc of that) EDIT 3: did crap loads of assessment over this week and the last
