[ so sorry for how this has like NO aesthetics lol. I just like to ramble about how much I adore this little shrimp ] SELF TWO TIME (or you can call me Two/Twice, idm!) @SecondTimes_The_Charm - - - I am a headmate in a system that's been heavily enticed by everything to do with Warriors- including me! It's been our special interest for years, and I'm working on joining new roleplays, making new connections, and make new friends! I adore this roleplay and it seems so interesting with how intriguingly complex it is, and so I chose to aim for this little fellow! TFC EXP - - None. Nada. Zero. If I got this fellow, she'd be my first ever TFC cat. Which doesn't sound that good, but I have a tendency to start out with a bang, making the first cat as memorable as possible. :3c No previous characters, either! SLOTS First Slot ACTIVITY I'm on every single day;; Scouring the internet and doing what I can to chill! I'd say 7-9/10 though- If I'm not fronting, I'll let one of my other alters/headmates know to keep elegy safe! CW I don't really know- Sprouts and daisies are good ideas at first, but when it comes to it, yet do spirits ever miss that idea? I don't see Elegy as the StarClan-loving type after all. KIT APPLYING FOR This is about the gal of the hour; Elegykit! She's got a good future ahead of her, so let's go into how things are going to be seen and perceived for her. FUTURE IDENTITY She would likely remain feminine in nature, yet sway to be on the neutral side- Becoming a Demigirl (she/they perhaps), and being AroAce. This doesn't mean she's completely uninterested in love, she just simply doesn't feel attraction! She'd much rather be in a QP relationship, finding it far better than what she considers a stressful idea for a romantic relationship. SIMPLIFIED + honorable, loyal | = protective | - harsh, deceitful Honorable: This feline sees honor above all, and is a very hard-working kitty! She believes everything could happen for a reason; whether that be a domino effect, or simply forces outside of this world. She's got a curious mind and will often hold up strictly to rules in order to protect her clan and herself. Loyal: She's got a clan, and is more than just a little proud of it! At any idea she gets, she will defend ShadowClan with her heart and whole being, not wanting any cat to utter not even one disrespectful word about what she thinks is a wonderful clan with wonderful cats. It's simply a work of art to her! Protective: She's got tendencies to be quite protective that comes with everything else, seeing others in a bit of an infantilizing light as she may smother them, or her protectiveness could come out in a good way, saving someone from danger! She has a slight ego and sees herself as someone who has to protect everyone else, with no exceptions. Due to this, she overworks herself and puts too much strain on her own mental state. Harsh: She can be harsh when someone else doesn't live up to the expectations she has. With such a kind appearance, she seems to be shockingly harsh when a cat fails her, whether that be by not doing what she asked, or simply getting under her paws and in her way. She will not hesitate to say her mind; even if it's hurtful. Deceitful: In an attempt to get the praise and attention she desperately yearns for from her parental figure, she has put up a deceitful mannerism of a way of life, often acting one way to then speak another, changing her personality entirely as soon as Quailstar is near, a wide smile while talking subtly about all of the things she's done. DETAILED An overworking feline who has a good heart, buried beneath a desperate attempt for what little attention she could get from her family members. She has looked up to Quailstar for as long as she could remember, trying to get that role of favorite kit, even if she's hardly /seen/ as the kit of the cat. She believes that if she tries just a little bit harder, or hunts this amount of prey, she'll be seen for all of her potential and glory, even if she can't manage to think about what would happen if she failed. -
-Taking out her stress on any other cats who get in her way, she's completely and utterly determined to be worthy to ShadowClan. If she's not appealing to every cat around her, then she believes it's not worth it. Pushing herself to her limits to protect everyone, she believes she's some kind of heavensent, meant to protect everyone. This is all a test, she reminds herself. Then she reminds herself again that this test has to be passed with flying colors, or else. She's quite smart, in truth, but is blinded by desperate emotions and her cries for attention because she yearns to be genuinely spoken to and seen for who she is, not as just a creation or a speck of existence, but the wonderful supernovae she is. She does not back down from a single argument nor debate, trying to prove herself as better the best she can. Her mind gets to her quickly, though, and leaves her laying in the dust, contemplating if she messed something up- What could she fix about herself to make herself better? She puts honor before all else as the moral upstanding she is, and tries her best to be seen as a token of morality, of kindness and virtue, yet that quickly falls under any praise she so desperately craves. TRIVIA // FUN FACTS I had to split this in two, I keep yapping :sob: She has a fascination with butterflies and moths, often seeing how they change in metamorphosis, often trying to hunt down cocoons when she's out on patrols in the future, or trying to hear stories about them. She's a bit theatrical and sometimes overdoes her emotions to hear others laugh if it's playful, being wonderful at playing with other kits, and, in the future, kit-sitting. RESEARCH :: SMALL EARS Small ears is usually a trait association with Scottish fold cats, which is where their ears are small and end up starting to fold to the point that they look smaller. This isn't usually seen as a health deficit, yet it can have smaller, and more secret health issues lying underneath. Going into this, I will explain how this will affect Elegy's life. The most notable of these issues would be similar bone issues to arthritis developing at an early age, as well as spinal cord problems that would most likely bring extreme distress and discomfort to the cat. Often, this is due to failed bone development, or an issue in bone development. The ears are made of cartilage; and in order to get that small size, the rest of the body's bones most likely also have suffered in growing some way, providing weakness and joint pain to the cat. Elegy isn't too bothered by this, not letting her spirits get downed by her pain, and often pushing through. Even then, she can sometimes find herself in her own nest, unable to move from the soreness and exhaustion that life has hit her with. She will learn to cope better with the joint and bone issues as she grows older, as well as possibly having slight hearing issues from her ear's size being less than usual, being unable to pick up certain noises. FAMILY RELATIONS :: QUAILSTAR Where do I start? Elegykit looks up to Quailstar for everything; a way of life, how to act, how to speak, often trying to fall in her steps perfectly, yet failing to realize that he probably doesn't truly love her as a daughter. She tries to ignore this fact, and persist, wanting to be the favorite kit, to get attention, to be wanted. This causes a severe issue in her power and how she thinks as a cat, seeing Quailstar as her idol because- why wouldn't she? She yearns to know everything about Quailstar; such as what happened to cause the scars along her parent's body- If she ever learns, she swears to herself she'll beat whoever did it up! She's insanely protective of a cat who is her parent, and also responsible for protecting her. She has emotionally latched onto Quailstar for everything; from guidance to the smallest of things. As she grows, she starts to turn more bitter or rather even more overly attached depending on how it goes in-rp. She tries to act like Quailstar at times, wanting to impress her, and usually seemingly fails, because her true self does show, and Elegy isn't too big a fan of it. She does believe Quailstar genuinely cares, and will do anything to prove it. She just believes that Quailstar simply just cares /too/ much, and has too much love for her and her siblings. FAMILY RELATIONS :: SIBLINGS For most of her older siblings, she feels next to nothing, other than the interesting story of Chanterellestruggle. It catches her eye and she wants to learn as much as she can about this feline, wondering why anyone in their right minds would isolate away from someone as caring as Quailstar! Yet for her own littermates? Her ideas of them can be erratic at best and envious at worst, seeing them as competition in her early kithood for the attention of Quailstar. She would slowly grow out of this, and work on herself and start trying to amend this in her apprentice moons. (designed by @veeveeasterix)
