Okay lemme get this out the way first. This is a trauma dump. Don't comment unless you have something nice to say. With that out the way... So. I live with a homophobic, transphobic, and narcist mother. My parents got divorced and the only people that actually let me embrace my identity as a femboy/ trans girl (not sure which one I am yet :p) and as a nonbinary person is my dad and step mom. My step mom is better than my actual mom. My mom intentionally doesn't follow my pronouns and tries her best *not* to use my chosen name while my dad does the opposite, almost always using my pronouns and calling me my chosen name. Recently I came out to my dad and he was SUPER supportive. I made the idiotic mistake of then coming out to my mom and step dad. At that point, I wanted someone to pull the trigger on life. At this point, my dad has sued my mom for custody over me and I'm hoping after all my mom has done to frick up my life, he wins. Also, my mom is the reason I have trust issues and depression. My mom is blaming my dad for my "identity Chris is" and "I'll become normal if she keeps using male pronouns." She also tries to use my love for my sister as a threat, saying that if I leave her house to live with my dad, my sister will be mentally unstable (like I am, apparently) and that my sister wants to live with my mom more than my dad and that me wanting to move my entire life away from my mom and to my dad means I only think of myself and not others when I make decisions and that I should put my mom before myself.
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