i wanted something real, you gave me your words, you told me everything was in my mind fade away fade away until you are one with the ocean, fade away until you are nothing but black and bruised, fade away until your scars are so visible you can cry when he ignores you, you swore you loved me, but i'm still waiting for the proof, you swore you would change, but you can't pretend to love someone when the other person loves you but i have never been truly loved before - how could i know? it's all in my mind ---- hi everyone! i know this is probably very messy and makes no sense - it's merely a jumble of feeling vomited into a piece of paper (well, a scratch description, but it's the same). it's so hard - not knowing if someone loves you or not even though they swear they do, being a hopeless romantic as i am and thinking i expect too much from him (even if it's only to hug me back or come up to me and talk or not say no when i ask him to look up from his phone and spend time with me). i don't know, i just needed to get it out. anyways, feel free to comment and like! it really cheers me up, and i hope you have a great day, you are a beautiful human <3
