Everyone leaves. ~ I guess its just apart of life ~ why do those so close to us go? ~ it may be because life chooses so ~ or its the cruelty of others ~ I was abandoned by those who were my family. whether it was their choice or not. ~ why? ~ its the question I ask. ~ why did Azureaaugury die so early? mother took us in, and now look where she is. ~ why did jollystar suddendly change? so many kits were k!lled. my best friends uncle d!3d. he exciled so many. I feel so unsafe. why?! ~ why?! ~ why cami? my beloved older sister. she didn't d!3 to jollystars paws. but she d!3d. I didnt know her well. but I will get my revenge. my family is unsafe. ~ Chrissie... oh Chrissie... you left me. to become what? a loner? a mossclanner? an urchinclanner? you chose to leave. I don't know if I can forgive you. you hurt my heart when you chose to leave me... you are the only family I have left. I love you. but I will always remember the day you chose to leave me, the heartache I felt, how I sobbed, begged you to stay. yet you didn't. I almost get it. you felt unsafe, but you left me feeling alone. and at my most vulnerable. ~ everyone leaves at some point ~ its either their choice or not ~ you can forgive them. ~ or you cant ~ I'm stuck between the two. ~ you watched me beg ~ and you still chose to leave me. ~ I'm the only one of my family left ~ maybe it will stay that way ~ I miss you chrissie ~ come back to me. ~ please ~ no... ~ you chose to leave ~ don't come back. ~ I don't think you would anyways. ~ I miss you. but don't come back ~ don't. -Crocuskit
this is what winter feels like - JVKE (Azureaaugury = mother) (cami = Chamomilekit) (Chrissie = Chrysanthemumkit) heheheheh crocuskits reaction to everything happening rn.
