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Instructions

press go to hear the song on repeat "I just want acceptance" ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ Lyrics: Talk to you with my hands tied Walk toward you on a fine line Everyone has a dark side I feel embarrassed when they see mine Rain falling from my dark sky The clouds are parting but it's all lies Shouldn't I see the sunshine? Wonder how I look in God's eyes Am I a good person or a lost one? Will it be worth it when I'm done? Will I be ashamed of who I've become? Will my pain disappear or will more come? Will I go numb or regain love? Maybe one day I'll taste freedom? Will I purge the poison from my blood? Or should I leave it in my lungs? I (I know, I know) I should let you go, your hands are cold Just leave me alone (no, no, no) I just want control, I feel so exposed Liars in my home (no, no, no) Please don't provoke, noos*e around my soul, I cut the rope They don't want me to be happy, they don't want me to be fixed They don't want me to be better, they just want me to be broken Talk but never listen, at least I'll admit it Black out all my vision, watching me diminish This is my favorite past time, I don't know anything different Tell me something different, I can't see the difference I just feel hurt, I just feel defensive Why won't you accept me? I just need acceptance Time is of the essence, don't like how we spend it You only want perfection, I need you to let me (Let me go, let me go, let me go, let me go (x4) Why did you say I don't belong here? (Huh?) Fill a bucket full of my tears (Huh?) Pour the water, every time I'm scared of all my insecurities I watch them grow and I say "I don't care" I pray to god to ask if hope's real And if not, I've been thinking Maybe you can introduce us, we ain't met still Yeah, my chest feels like there's a knife in it Who put it there? I think they did it I know I'm out of the zone, where am I going Am I hell-bound? Will I find heaven? Will I feel better or will I just regret it? If I let you go and find the seven letters I've been searching for us like it's never ending Open all the doors and let the peace in I'm (so, so, so) Sometimes I'm poor, miserable inside They want me to hide (no, no, no) How do I survive? Change the mood Should I say goodbye (no, no, no) T hey want me to beg, they want me to plead, they want me to dead They just want me to die, they just want me hurt You don't want me to live, you don't want me alive Stop acting, I don't get no respect I just feel rejected, I don't like rejection You promise to protect, I don't feel protected I just feel neglected, how can I accept this? I'll teach them a lesson, I pick up the gun Aim in your direction, shoot at my reflection Shatter my perception, I hate it when I'm helpless You only want perfection, I want you to let me Let me go, let me go, let me go, let me go