hey. its been a little while. - I've decided to leave scratch. surprising, I know -- at this point its sort of an addiction but I'm getting over it. st keeps banning my accounts. and that's my fault every single one. I mess around a lot ..and people get mad and that's because I have a disorder, but that's no surprise, lol. I see things a lot differently than you guys do. discriminating against people? not a big deal to me. I don't care what slurs you call people, as long as it doesn't affect me people dying? wars? I don't care. as long as it's not affecting me, my family, my city, or my state. ...someone close to me dying? I don't really care. I will only care if its someone like my siblings or parents + my grandma I dont care for almost anybody else's mental or physical well-being unless I actually know + care about them I act like I care but I don't. I only care if you're actually close to me. sure, maybe I actually try to comfort people. its mostly for my reputation, really. sorry. I don't control this stuff. and I don't care if I make you feel bad because that's the point it always was the point and I'm not sorry if I ever hurt your feelings I don't think I could be. I don't regret anything I have ever done, because I wouldn't be at this point if I hadn't of. - so uh I'm moving on gonna head to 8th grade soon. then on to high school in washington since I'm moving out of alaska early 2026 then on to college then on to adulthood and so on. there's so many people on here that shaped my entire life. so many things wouldn't have happened without them. frosty -- @-fr0sty-the-sn0wman- - i love how you were just making a pre-registration for hollowed frost when we met. then we got closer and then I got banned again lmao and then again and again.. but you stayed with me. encouraged me. you were the reason hollowed frost even exists to this day. did you know when I got banned on @polarbear_lovr, I almost quit? I made a few other accounts but didn't really use them. but then one day I realized. "really? you've worked months on that roleplay. you're gonna give up, just like that? and frosty seemed really excited, too." hell no I wasn't gonna give up. so after the other accounts I didn't really use got banned, I made . "I'm starting up hollowed frost again <3" was what I told you. and I started it back up. did so many things. but then I messed around again and got myself banned. frosty, if you're reading this, I need you to keep hollowed frost alive in my name. on the relationships built on it. you don't have to stay host. you can give it to someone like bin if you cant do it anymore. manager shifts might also be a good idea, now that I think of it lmao. we can call what happened the "north incident" lol but yeah hollowed frost would have never been (somewhat) finished without you. and I'm so happy I met you <3 - bin -- - hey. I'm really glad I met you. you were also the reason I even attempted to come back onto and try to be active. I hated the concept of me just abandoning you like that and I hate the concept of it now. I'm sorry. I'm so, so, sorry. but there's better people to be friends with. people who don't get banned all the time. people who can just LEARN from their mistakes ..because apparently I cant do that. and I know not much will change when I'm gone, but there will always be that spot in my heart for both you and frosty. just please work with them to reboot hollowed frost again. please. in honor of me. you're amazing. a great person. unlike me, you actually try and care. and again, I'm sorry. I'll miss you. - here's every account ive ever had, in order. some are deleted, though. - - - - - - - - (what the flip past me-) - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ...and that's it. I may have missed a few, but these were all the ones I could remember in order of creation + confirmed email. - I wont be deleting this account. remember, if they don't ban me, I might pop in every now and then. go and check on hollowed frost if they don't ban my internet o7 me in the comments if you'd like lmao, i'll appreciate it. - ...I also have socials if you want to keep in contact with me. go check out: - on ArtFight - [lilypad / marine biologist] on Spotify - on UnVale (without an L in the username like the scratch account + find the account by looking up and find nerissa or hiraeth on there then press the creator of it) I will be mainly using UnVale now scratch, you were my childhood bye.
