excuse me for not posting but irdc. im so tired of everything. things just get worse and i dont knwo how to make it stop. my arm hurts. someties i just want her to notice it so she cries again like last time. so she knows how her words affect her own kin. i dont understand how its even possible to treat someone so bad knowing that you birthed them from your own body. its as if shes put herself on a pedestal and made herself think shes worth so much more than everyone. that the genetic code written in my body isnt hers. its hurts so badly. not my arm. my head. my throat. i cant even have a proper conversation with her without leaving with tears streaming down my face. i can see all the notifications from worried friends and im just so upset to reply. i cant live like this anymore.
