Gee, it has been a short 3 years. I could've SWORN just yesterday I was in freshman year trying to navigate a small school with over a thousand people inside. Now I'm almost done with my free education and I'll have to be an adult with relatively nobody to assist me. Sure, I'll have CPS on my side and maybe some friends who decide to stick around but I have no family. That hurts. Hurts a lot because I see all these people with their families and how "Oh my mum helped me pay for tuition!" or "Dad bought me a car for my birthday!". As of the time I'm writing this, mothers day was yesterday and it has left me in a depressive episode because it just reminded me of everything I already know. I don't know what to do at this point. The good news is I have some accommodations in school! But school is crushing me. My math grade is a 34%. That's insane! So now I have to do credit recovery or summer school. And then there's the whole social hierarchy. Now, I know these people won't matter in like a year but it is affecting me now and it's hard to deal with every bloody day. All in all I am terrified of what the future holds for me because I have less than a year before I turn 18 and yeah. Sorry for this big dump but I haven't posted in a while and I started this project April 7th.. So I posted it now lol.
I am SO sorry I'm not on very much anymore! I've been so busy as of late and I just don't have much time anymore but I will still pop in every now and then. I won't ever forget this site because it practically raised me. Especially good ol' @griffpatch
