so uh. imgonnatalkinonewordikethisformostofthis,sorry. Yesterday,mymomfoundthesillythingsiedonetomyselfonmyhandandsheyelledatmeforit.itoldherididitbecauseofalteschoolwork,whichisntreallythereasonbutidontfeelcomfortablesharingthereasonswithherormydad.shestartedyellingatmealotandthenshesaidimightneedtherapy.thenwhenitoldherivebeenhavingthoughtsofsleeplooooongtime(didnttellherivehadthemalittleoverayearnow),shesaididefinitelyneedtherapy!!!soimgettingtherapynow!!wow Mymomsaidshe'dtakeawaythetablet,butthatwaswhenshewasshocked,soidkifshe'llstilldothat..soifimnotonlineforawhile,itsbecauseofthat.(illtrytofindotherwaystostayonline,tho) pleasenoteTHISISNOBODY'SFAULT!!!otherthanmine.pleasedontblameyourself./srs I.mostlywilltalkwithrickandinthessccomments.illstilltalkjust.mainlywiththem.so,imsorryifidontreply. butyeahimgettingtherapy!!!itsfunnybecauseivehadthethoughtsforoneyearandivebeenfeelingsadfor2to3yearsandtheyonlyjustnownoticedlmao- okay bye bye hirickiloveyousweetheart.thankyouforallyouvedone.dontthinkthisisyourfaultbecauseitsnot,youvehelpedmymentalhealthANDphysicalhealthsosomuchandimsogratefulforthat.youveneverharmedit.ihopeyouredoingokayandihopethingsgetbetterforyou.andthat.youllbeabletobehappysoon. imsorryforbeingsuchaterribleboyfriendtoyou.thetruthisiveneverbeeninarelationshipbeforesoidunnohowthehellANYTHINGworks.but.iknowiwouldntwanttolearnwithanyoneelsebutyou.becauseiloveyou. imalsosorryifimannoyingyoubyworryingsomuch.ijustcaresomuchaboutyouandyourwellbeing.idontwanttoseeyougethurt.youmeansomuchtome. andimsorryifivemadeyourmentalhealthworseinanyway.imsososorry.itsnotagoalanditwillneverbeagoaltoharmyou.imsorryifivedonethat.imsososorry.
