i wonder things... do i actually matter am i actuallly important enough to be cared for or am i just another person and others are more important.. I’m annoying n dumb i just keep rambling on about my pain n suffering i’m done now i think i’m pretty sure i’ve hit my highest point mean idk maybe theres more i’m really just hated upon theres really nothing positive my biggest pain is see people way happier with other people then actually with me i feel like i’m not even worth something or i’m not good enough for anyone maybe i am but idk yet but still itz me we are dealing with