So.....yesterday was my birthday........ .....I have never enjoined my birthday, besides knowing that I'm closer to leaving my family. Something always goes wrong. And something did this time too.... It was going good. I was spending time with my parents and they weren't arguing for once. I was laughing and getting presents, which you can see in the drawing (left, Draco Malfoy's wand box. right, WC graphic novel #2). But then we got home from dinner. My parents started arguing about something stupid, so me and my mom go do our own thing so she can get a breath away from him. But then it happened. We were talking and i said something, I can't really remember what, but she gave me a look that said, 'you're stupid'. She said something back, and the message was clear. You are never going to get any social media or yt while until you're an adult. me and your stepdad don't trust you. I already knew that but hearing her basically saying it hurt. Then we continued the conversation we were having, when I said yet another thing, but this time she gave me a different look. It said; you will never be good enough for my standards. See, I know I'm not a ten. I'm not pretty or smart or popular. I have seen her look at me when she thinks I'm not looking, and I can see disappointment and distrust in her face. I'm used to it, but seeing it on my birthday just hurt differently. When we got back home I shut myself in my room and started crying. That is what this drawing indicates. I will never enjoy my birthday, I know that for a fact, as long as I am with my parents. The day I can get out of my house, I will. And I'm NEVER coming back. Ya'll might think I'm overreacting, but I'm not. Trust me.
Lesley Core Me
