Hey everyone. I’m alive. I’m kinda feeling the same but faking it ‘till I make it. This is what, my second attempt? I prolly won’t try again for a while but I’m gonna take a long break from posting on this acc. I’ll prolly go to and older one or just make a whole new one. I kinda feel like none of my friends really care about me anymore and are just fed up with me. That and it’s been a struggle because I’ve been trying to support my friends and boyfriends mental health while juggling mine. I’ve quit horse back because I realized it was one of my stressors and I’m thinking of quitting scratch too. I just feel like nobody is here for me, and all the effort I put in is never really recognized. I am going to put back up my ECE though. Unrelated but I have Fire Spirit Cookie and all post my CRK acc so yalls can friend me.