I need help :> I'll say it outright. I need serious help. The issue? Plenty of things. Here, learn about them here: Alright, so first off, I've started becoming philosophical at random times when I don't want to and it's not appropriate. I have no clue why this happens, and it's not really part of the problem, but it happens, and vent session. Anyways, it feels like my mind is spinning. My people-pleaser paranoid ahh can't let out my emotions in fear someone hates me afterward, but I really just want to yell and scream at any annoying person that comes my way until they cry, but I know that I would just get in trouble and feel worse afterwards. I was sick for about a week and a half, and it's really taken its toll on my life, since I have much homework that I've procrastinated since I got back at school. My mind has taken its own place in my life, and I have no control. How do I fix it? I hide it with a smile and act like nothing's wrong. JCJIST has very little effort put into it, and that makes me so annoyed, that people think they can just give us the most minor details, and leave us to write them ourselves. Or when they talk about the character they entered with .1% of the time and another character that really no one even likes 99% of the time, and then the other .9% is just random stuff that isn't even related to the topic. It makes me so mad when others disregard my friends and their work and some of the rules they've put in place. So mad that I've been trying to ignore those who do it instead of interacting with them, because interacting with them will make me scream. I want to d!e I want to d!e I. Want. To. D!e. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help. Please send help.
I guess a TW? There're some pretty touchy subjects, so read at your own risk.